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emmm....
it have been a long time ago....
since i don't publish any post...
i want to express something...
but...
it was too hard for me to release it out by word....
i'm not the best speaker....
i also not the best listener....
but please.....
do to believe me...
i know i can't make the whole thing perfect like u want...

i don't want to be alone 

I've try all my best to do as u wish...
Even it was hard...
but why???
u still blame it on me....
is that true that i'm worse???

then...
why not u tell me frankly??
i can accept it...
please don't make me think negative to u...

all the time....
i force myself to smile...
i follow what u want....
i do as u wish...
what else u want me to do??
i'm not a statue...
i also have feelings....

                                                                 sorry if I've make u hurt....